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HEY, tonight I had a weird dream. I wish I would have the opportunity to write it this morning because then it was all much more clear.

Anyway, so it was somehow in my house, and in another way in some bigger public building. It was the war like in Lord of the Rings: Two Towers... again. (Yes I've had that war quite many times, in fact) Before the enemy was there, we were outside, in my garden (but at the same time an imaginary place) and we could see someone in the distance. There was a humoristic touch to the dream when we first saw just a row of maybe 30-40 people coming from far behind (there would in real life be a garden fence seperating us and the neighbors), but as they got closer we saw that there were thousands of others coming far behind them again...
So in the dream I really was scared, because we were all expected to fight... it was really some school purpose, like an event for school where you had to stay. So I made the decision myself that I would not fight, but I would instead stay and guard inside my house/public big building. I told my father (but he was just like a character.. not in a father role) that I didn't just want to go out there and die, I had so much to live for, so much to achieve in my life. And I was really feeling fear in that dream, haha. So when the war started (the battlefield was between my garden and where the fence would normally be) I was inside in some corridors. I picked some weird formed sword, and I could see 2-3 enemies coming in. It was fairly easy to fight them, but it seemed that I really had to stab them a lot and convincing for them to really die. It was like they didn't really care. I did this with about 2 orcs (yeah they were orcs) before another orc came and tossed a grenade into the room I was in. So I ran out, still way too easy, and finished him too.
The next part of the dream seemed to be some floors higher up. I still had kind of a fighter instinct, and all I had in my hands was a water mug. Seems like the orcs in that room was stupid and didn't care about anything. But I sliced off their heads with that water mug (well in fact, first it was an axe, but later a water mug) o_O. In fact, most of the orcs seemed to be standing in line so that they could get some kind of soup that was served. And I went around randomly and cut off their heads as they were passing by now and then. Very unlike my real nature. And it didn't make sense that they were not caring, in the middle of a war. There seemed to be other humans too, just standing around. A bit afterwards I got into another room, still with kind of a war instinct. But it turned out that there was just people, and it was actually someone I slightly know (can only remember a few).

In the next part of the dream, it was as if the war hadn't started yet and I was back to that scared state. But then when I peeked outside there wasn't any fighting. But it was like the leader from each side was talking to the other (now the fence was seperating them). This time the enemy wasn't orcs, but I THINK they might have been things like busses, and eiffeltowers and weird stuff. I think the conflict was that they didn't know where to get some kind of food. That part is very unclear, I think I was slightly waking up in this stage, but still kept dreaming as I became a bit more conscious. I was for some reason still very afraid, standing on our balcony watching the guys discuss things, and wanted the "schoolday" to end so that it was ok for me to go home (whaaat, I was at home, but still I wasn't). Soon, some kind of Yoda came from behind and walked slowly down the stairs from the balcony...

I can't remember any more after that, but I had the same kind of worried feeling even after waking up and going to the bathroom... kind of a bad mood, but still kinda amazed at the weird dream. If I'd had this blog earlier, I would have written down some similar dreams with even funnier endings. But I'm gonna focus on the dreams that I have after I made this blog.