fredag 11. juni 2010

Stuff

Ok can remember at least 2 dreams tonight and it went like this.
Me and 2 of my friends, a guy and a girl, had finished a schoolday or something. We were high up in a building, and it reminded more of a giant walmart than a school. As we went further down some stairs and hallways THE GUY started jumping down the stairs and climbing up fences and stuff because it was cool, which annoyed the girl. She compared it to a game and said that the game didn't imply us to do this. Still we climbed over weird places and in the end we were out I guess, by some beach. Now it was more like a game again and I had to press buttons somehow to run faster. I ran as fast as my friend (guy) and we were more like characters. We ran slightly out in the water, and stopped. Then the girl who had a very old lady character ran super fast into the water and I fell down and couldn't stop laughing. Huh.

In another dream I was showing my friend a mountain that I love. As we went down some hill I told him that it was so beautiful that it was funny and I had to laugh. The dream made a switch and we were skiing down some other mountain, following a challenge track or something. Many obstacles and small hallways of stone and a lotta stuff up on the mountains. I was still kinda showing him stuff, and it was in some way or another the same mountain but still it wasn't. Soon he followed the trail and I messed up and tried to catch up with him. I was confused and wondered if I had somehow come back to where I started. Can't remember more until the dream got a bit more unrealistic and I was ski jumping on a big jump. The first times it was a small jump, but as the dream rewinded a couple of times it shot me high up in the air and I still remember the adrenaline/fear I got from being so high up and worrying about my landing. As the dream rewinded a couple of more times, I jumped so high, actually up in the skies, that I didn't take it seriously and decided to land on some other big hill on the mountain so that I'd come before my friend. I didn't become lucid, I just knew that when I jumped up in the sky, it wasn't real.
The dream changed a bit again, and now I was up in a village in the mountains it seemed, and it all appeared to be a tribute to Lord of the rings. Like horses pulling people around to show them whatever it was. Now I was a prankster and I found it hilarious to dress like Hagrid from Harry Potter. People looked stupidly at me like "huh he doesn't belong in lord of the rings!" and that's what I wanted. I went into the cafes so people could see me and it was stupid and I dunno. In the end I met up with a friend (just that I've never met this guy, no idea who it was) who knew about me, and I said "I don't really like coffee" because I had a coffee thing in my hands. He opened it up and poured it over his mouth.
I then had a false awakening and realized like a lucid dream that I must be dreaming still, because everything went so slowly and I didn't feel awake when I tried to sit up. I reckoned it would lead to sleep paralysis, and I waited until I really woke up, which I did, in sleep paralysis. Later it happened again I think, and I noticed the difference between the slow false awakening and the fast real awakening. The real awakening made me connect it to apples before I was fully awake, and it made sense. I have no idea.

søndag 23. mai 2010

Strange dream, bad guy.

This night I can remember up to 9 dreams, and it's too much for my head to keep in memory, so I'll write down the 5 or 6 dreams that was simply the same story divided by 5 or 6 wake-ups or something.

I was downtown and went around in some weird stores. I was about to go home, and I asked some random kids if they could drive me to the hospital... I'd never do that. Anyway, at the hospital our car was, so I could take the car and drive home.

I was still in the parking lot, there were a lot of cars and some people walking, and I was trying to drive out. While I was driving slowly at walking speed to find a way out of there, a man walked next to my car (well, my parents' but I was the only one in it.. I don't have a driver's license in real life by the way). He raised suspicion immediately, and made me think of people who rob your car while you're actually driving at slow speeds. He opened the front door on the opposite side of me and did some small hand movements towards a backpack in the front seat. I said "Hey! What are you doing?!" or something and looked for the gas pedal, as I obviously don't even know how to drive a car. The car went forward and bumped into some other cars infront of me, but I didn't care, I wanted to get out of there. It didn't look like he had got hold of anything, but he was still coming for the car, and I tried to steer the car away from him and looked for an exit. Eventually he had opened the same door again, and told me he had my ID and my driver's license. In this dream they seemed to have a VERY big value, and I'm sure they do. This guy obviously just wanted to ruin something for me. He stepped a bit away from the car, and I stopped it. I was very upset and told him to give back my stuff. In his other hand he held something that was supposed to be a diamond of some sort, and I got the impression he intended to swap my ID and driver's license for that diamond. But I was like.. "no, give back my stuff!". A little unclear part here, but I did also get the impression that he was just tricking and stealing more and was not gonna give me that diamond thing he had, as if I would even care about that... wasn't my fault anyway, I'd just have to tell my parents a man stole these things.

I woke up, very upset, feeling it in my stomach. I thought of the man and was angry with him, even though I knew it was just a dream. A bit after, I fell asleep again, and the dream continued.
At some point I had told my parents about it, and in the evening my dad got a phonecall. It seemed like someone who intended to help him, because they knew he was in danger, now that this man that had stolen the stuff knew where we lived and our phone number and names etc. At the end of the conversation they had, which I couldn't hear completely, I started to realize and fear that it was the same man that was calling my dad and trying to set us up. Some time either while I was dreaming or when I woke up sometimes, a name came to me, for this man. I can't remember the name anymore. Actually there was one name, a bit weird, and another name came later that sounded a bit shorter and cooler in a way. Anyway, I told my parents in the dream that "what if it's the guy?" about the phonecall, and they suspected the same. I can't remember the conclusion, but we were in danger.

In the next part of the dream, me and my parents walked down a road from our area that leads to the town. We were talking about the guy, and at some point my mom said to my dad "behind you", and we turned around and saw a police car with lights flashing on the rooftop. I could see the face of the same man in the car, and in my head I went through all the swear words I knew. I moved away from the car as it stopped and went for my parents. But then I started walking towards the car, facing my destiny sort of, cause I knew he would follow me afterwards and do whatever he was gonna do. To my surprise though, he only put handcuffs on them and drove away, left them like that. They could walk and all, but he had put handcuffs on their hands. Silly man. How stupid. I got the impression he had dressed like a police man and was gonna do a big crime next. I got to my parents, and we walked downtown to the police office. There we told some police guys about it, and they had to enter a room with prisoners it seemed, nicely behaving, but misformed prisoners in a small room. They came out and I guess released my parents from the handcuffs.

I dreamed more after waking up every time, and eventually we were back at our house. Now the dream tension went from scary and threatening to silly and careless. We were in our garage and something made the guy die. We were relieved, because we thought he was gonna kill us and all. So when he dead, a little worm or bug crawled out of a hole in his finger or something (Team America huh?) and it was him, trying to escape. That is the only bug in my life I've ever wanted to step on, but it was too hard, as if made of metal. At some point the bug was a slimy worm crawling through the gravel outside of our garage, followed by something unclear I can't remember. I do remember, though, that this guy was himself again, at our garage and my mom stood on a stool with something blackish on it. The guy said "nooo! You're standing on the very thing that keeps me alive", when I heard that my mom went off it, and I tossed the stool down from where we stood, as if that would do the trick. I also collected all that black stuff from around there, which I assumed was keeping him alive. Ok, now this dream had a major turn, and it's plain silly. Stupid. I guess he was at my mercy while I had this black stuff in my hands, and were now down by the house. I had rubbed all that black stuff on my chest and stomach as me and him pretended that it was hair that I pulled off. I don't know, I don't know...! He was certainly not a danger anymore, and when I woke up after that, I didn't get anymore of the dreams in that series. I did get other dreams though, but not something worth writing down here, I feel.

lørdag 17. april 2010

Sleep paralysis CAN lead to lucid dreams.

This night was full of dream memories, and full of sleep paralysis. It can be so hard to differ between dreams and reality, but I'm sure I had sleep paralysis anyhow. It wasn't comfortable, had weird feelings nagging my entire body everytime. I tried the "roll out" technique, but then again I can't recall what was real, but I do know that a lot of the sleep paralysis was part of dreams or illusions next to it. So it ended up with me "rolling out", suddenly getting to see my room like a vision just faded in. This was what made me believe, in the dream, that this was definitely finally an astral projection. Everything was in great detail, and looked very real. I could fly or hover above the ground, and I was focused on fun- and playtime. This happens in all of these dreams, however I've never had a dream anything like this, I flew over to the drumset, and I read some of the prints on the outside of some of the things. This was gonna prove it was real later. I didn't have any problem reading it, but now I can't remember what it said, but it was a small number or code. (There are no numbers or anything on my real drumset). Also the entire drumset was a bit misplaced this time too. But I went on, flew into the bathroom and slowly towards the mirror. I didn't know what I was gonna see, but my reflection appeared to be my head or arms and a t-shirt. (I don't wear a t-shirt at nights). At least many parts were invisible. I knew that in astral projection, you can go through the mirror and see what's behind it, and everything. I went through it, and visualized how it would be to drift through glass and then wood. After a bit, I hit something. Suddenly I was harry potter and my glasses had hit something hard so I couldn't go through it. I went out again, to the bathroom, and now I was myself again, and I just used more speed to get through it, and it worked (I didn't have glasses now.. I don't at all.) So, eventually I flew down to the kitchen entrance, and there was my family who couldn't see me. But I could touch things, and I hit the wall with my fingers a bit, and I could see them getting a bit scared. But they continued talking about whatever they were talking about. I also touched my mom's arms just to see if she/they would react. They knew that something was wrong, like a ghost or something, but they went on talking. I was gonna go upstairs again, and I thought about something I've heard, that "on the astral plane you move at the speed of thought". That didn't work, I imagined being upstairs, but I was still downstairs by the kitchen. So I had to go with the limited speed, flying upstairs using the staircase. I didn't pay much attention to this, but the drumset was very misplaced, I think there were even two of them. I went into my room, and thought I'd wake up then. But then I thought "let's jump into my body" and I did, and I remember "waking up" but I can honestly not remember if I really woke up, or if the dream/sleep continued. I have many other vague memories as well, but this was definitely the coolest thing this night. But I'm convinced it was "just" a powerful lucid dream.

torsdag 1. april 2010

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH DREAMS, skip this post.

I’m going to tell the story about the monkey with a flashlight in a tunnel with boogiemen trying to devour his neck in a jar with half broken pineapples that are about to be repaired by the guy with a hood stuck in his left arm that has a tattoo of a bear with a tail in a man’s beard that has monsters from the abyss feasting upon the cat mammals’ ear gloves in Tibet where there is lots of snakes on a cloud spinning on wheelchair wheels made by a Chinese ferry from Japan born in North Korea where there’s a lot of angry families that will be happy in 3 years which is in the future which is where the Finnish people live, especially 19 year old crazy Finnish future girls in saunas in Helsinki which should be the capital of the tsunami state of Brazil where Ash Ketchup found his first pokemans in a liquid garbage can with lots of nice bird nests on Mc Donald’s BigFat menu that offers expensive meals for astronauts with the opposite of diabetes in their right knees where the future Finnish ninja girls have placed atomic treachery that will do nothing at all unless a moose spins five thousand times in the air before landing which it doesn’t because it spins nine thousand times in space and then it lands and finds a banana peel that was originally smelled by Tom Peter Jackson McHorbiton le vou’ which was a French useless man who only was born so that he could smell the banana peel which he succeeded in on the day where the moon span around 50 times in 10 seconds while shooting lasers at “Wanted” posters so that police men can’t find the thieves unless someone places new “Wanted” posters out there which is the main reason why McHorbiton le vou’ missed the big moon happening and smelled a banana peel instead because the ground was wet from the birds that had poured melted water over the whole world so that the water population increased by forty percent and the birds kept doing it every day so that the water kept increasing by 40 percent every day and then one day the world was filled up with water and someone thought that it would be a not too bad idea to drink it all up so he did but he was put in a cannon and ejected to the moon where he peed it all out and then he went back on the earth just in the moment where the moon span around 50 times in 10 seconds again and started shooting lasers at the Eiffel Tower so McHorbiton le vou’ who was French decided that he would do nothing about it but some other French guy called Le Oui Le Leou Leouinki said that he would bet one French Ouidollar that he could repair it which he did and then he won the Ouidollar and moved to Australia and took pictures of immortal kangaroos with diabetes but then the moon span another 50 times around in even less than 10 seconds and moved the Eiffel Tower on top of the smallest pyramid in the world which was considered a crime by Lord Vader who personally asked the moon to stop shooting lasers and moving towers but he quickly regretted that as the moon called him a sissy girl and Lord Vader had to move to China and learn to eat with eating sticks while sitting on air planes that dance and eject parachutes at innocent villagers who didn’t intend to wear a parachute in the first place according to Obi Wan Kenobi who was familiar with dust rats sneaking into his eye lids and purchasing gold from desperate chairs that once belonged to the southern states of Helsinki where the ninja girls from the future decided that they would eat ice cream until the dust rats stopped purchasing gold which they did but the ninja girls however didn’t stop eating ice cream so the dust rats evolved into bears and came out of Obi Wan Kenobi’s eyelids which he was happy about and the bears ate fruit from tropical islands that were owned by Ziltoid The Omniscient who urged them to make him the ultimate cup of black coffee but he was rejected since the bears didn’t know such trickery and they started shooting lasers at nothing and then a bird said hello to a man who didn’t wear his nipples but the ninja girls from the future in Finland said that they would capture anyone who tried to say “peanut” which was quite many people in this world so the ninja girls gave up on their task and started knitting face palm sweaters instead which would make them rich according to Obi Wan Kenobi who had gotten the laser shooting bears back into his eyelids which he wasn’t too happy about so he asked the man without his nipples on if he could see the bears but then McHorbiton le vou’ sneezed and nothing made sense until the ninja girls from the Finnish future said that everyone would get pie if they liked to eat carpets but no one had ever eaten a carpet and neither had the futuristic ninja girls from Finland done either so they shot lasers at nothing at all just before McHorbiton le vou’ sneezed again which seemed quite unlikely according to the theory of relativity which was invented by Obi Wan Kenobi who had gotten two of the bears out of his eyelids and said that he liked chocolate milk which surprised all the bears in the world and made them gladly hop into both of his eyelids which annoyed him slightly and told Lord Vader that he was a sissy girl that made him do wallruns and ninja backflips before entering sleep mode powered by a Chinese guy from Finland who was invented by his North Korean parents in Japan where you can see the moon that plays bingo with a man who didn’t wear his nipples which is the reason why the best way to eat a carrot is by doing ninja spins until a goat says that it is ok to be a bird from a bird nest without eggs or branches or any kind of deceases that were invented by smart people from the North where they invented other useful stuff like water and stone and sometimes tables with no feet that made the world do backflips that increased the population of both the earth and the alien planet “Zuzkabibiaroona” where it is said that if persons named McHorbiton le vou’ sneeze the world will become pink which it has done a few times before dawn in a space craft where the commander is blue which is not pink and therefore he is an irregular piece of a puzzle that was solved by a monkey with a flashlight in a tunnel on the opposite side of the other tunnel that liked to do ninja spins according to Obi Wan Kenobi who started to get goats in his eyelids too which made a disturbance in the force that made people buy face palm sweaters made by Finnish ninja girls from the future that started to knit socks for people without face palm sweaters on a moped while driving around in circles causing immortality to bears and goats which surely pleased Obi Wan Kenobi who was starting to wonder whether the guy who didn’t wear nipples was a reliable man or not which he concluded that he was so he ate an apple and said that it was nice and then he started eating more apples while the banana peel got super powers and became Super Banana and told the moon to stop eating grass because the cows needed it which the moon accepted and ate a grapefruit instead which pissed off the Balrog of Morgoth who was a friend of Bullfrog of Mormon and they merged into one and started doing ninja wallruns and backflips that caused immortality to everyone by the name McHorbiton le vou’ which increased the “pointless-factor” of his life as he smelled a banana peel that became a super hero again and told a monkey with a flashlight to be a bear which it didn’t do after considering it for thirty minutes which is the reason why a man from China eats with pogo sticks on a nice summer day in New York where a bear had escaped from Obi Wan Kenobi’s eyelids according to him and started running in circles before going back into Obi Wan Kenobi’s eyelids which didn’t please him too much before he said that he liked chocolate milk and he drank juice to fulfill his task forever which is the reason why a guy or a girl even if she’s from the future in Finland is still reading this sentence should start shooting lasers by the time he or she has read this on a moped circling while shooting lasers, the end.

søndag 14. mars 2010

Gojira + cats at home (again)

One of my favorite bands Gojira playing on a stage with bear costumes.. all of em.. I say no more.

Also I dreamt that my friends were in the middle of seeing the Lord of the Rings with commentary.. ha! And I came downstairs 5 o clock in the morning/night to join them, at my house.. whaaat. Was really weird, but then suddenly we were holding ourselves up by the ceiling from some metal poles going across the width of the room, over close to the TV. Later or earlier in the dream I was sitting next to one of my best friends while watching the movie (with commentary..). Then later, the dream reminded me that the dream version of our house has cats in our laundry room. That has developed lately, it seems. I asked my dad if he was afraid of the cats ruining his precious speakers, which he wasn't afraid of. He would have, in real life, I'm sure. So it seemed like it had been ages since I'd gone seen the cats, and me and my mother opened the door to the laundry room. They jumped onto her in surprise, and I was glad it wasn't my own thighs that were held onto by sharp cat nails. It was more like a happy-attack. This was probably a dream from another night though. This night, I remember, I went into the laundry room and I couldn't remember how many we had, but they were there as we counted. Cute things. Maybe they've settled there for good!

lørdag 6. mars 2010

Pretending to be a.. fireman?

Amazing. Ok, two nights ago I dreamt that I went to a completely random apartment (block) and rang one of the door bells. They wouldn't open, so I pressed the phone-like thing you speak in outside the door and took up something from my pocket that made the sound of a fire truck "WEEO-WEEO" and held it against the phone. At once they got panic and opened the door since they thought there was a fire in their apartment. It was a girl and a guy, probably students. The girl completely freaked out, and ran around not knowing what to do, and there were no fires to see. I did all of this just to provoke. So I went into their kitchen and took water in my hands and threw it out on the floor, as if there was a fire, and I knew I just did it out of pure annoyingness. The girl still ran around helplessly. I noticed that they apparently were in the middle of baking something, so I took a lotta chunks of the dough and put it on the floor, in the kitchen, in the livingroom, even in the stairs, equally spread around the house. I didn't use ALL the dough, but I also think I wet the dough before I did that. And I have no idea, really... The dream made a change, and it turned out to be my sister and her boyfriend in that apartment and I suddenly started feeling a bit bad for doing all that stuff. There was no point, I had no reason to come into a random (because at first they weren't my sister and her boyfriend) couple's apartment and throw water on their floor and spread dough all over. So I started thinking for quite long I can remember, considering telling them that I'd like to make a chocolate cake to make up for the wasted dough. Felt quite bad for having done that. The dream never got that far though. Wow.

Later that night I convinced myself I could move while in sleep paralysis (in a dream, this is) and I rose up from my bed and skipped over the floor, out the door and into the room where my drumset is. I thought I'd find proof that this was an astral projection (which it wasn't) and I started reading some things that were printed on the drums. I recognized the feeling of having to wait for my brain to make something out of it. Like, it's always hard to find an object and read what it says on it closely. After staring a bit, I could actually read something, but of course I can't remember what it was. I read other things on the other parts of the drums, and tried to memorize it so that I could validate it when I woke up for real afterwards. The closest thing I can remember is PERHAPS that it said something about a letter and then 7900 or some combination of 7, 9 and 0. Of course, this was made up, and the drumset didn't even look like mine. I went into my room again, thinking "oh, this isn't astral projection, I'm actually awake.. my body isn't even lying in my bed, it's empty. Oh well, I'll just go back to bed, but I bet my dad will wake me up soon" or something. I've had dreams like this before, and it's always just the small things that didn't look like anything in my room or other places in my house that I remember.

søndag 28. februar 2010

Zombies?

I've been lazy and haven't written down any dreams for over a month, but I've had tons of them anyway + sleep paralysis.
Tonight I dreamt that I was first playing a game I know and there was unusually many enemies and I had to throw many grenades and hide behind walls etc. It was in a building with white walls, kind of Star-Wars like building style and it was in the bottom floor. In the end there was nowhere to hide, all of this without any fear, and then I noticed some people didn't even take damage. They turned out to look like zombies of some kind. They went around and converted people to zombies just by holding them and such. I ran around avoiding some of them for a while but they were everywhere. Around here the transition had gone from ingame to real life. So I could only think of one thing to do, and I started pretending I was a zombie too. It worked, they lost interest in me and I walked around doing stupid faces and throwing my arms around, still not walking into them. It seemed that the whole school was taking place in this event, and many of them were zombies. Eventually we got upstairs, and the people who weren't zombies had set up some high poles on the floor which they stood on, and where the zombies couldn't get up. I don't remember much more until we stood in lines, and suddenly we were playing a ball game. All the zombies had been locked into another room. Yeah...!

mandag 25. januar 2010

Weird, scary nightmare

About 04:30 tonight I dreamt that somewhere outside, I dunno where, but it was either high up near some mountains or just some..where, there were 2 cars on the road. There was one family, mom, dad and a boy, and in the other car there was a man. Or at least it belonged to the man. He was gonna take the boy away from the family, and it would kinda ruin the boy's life. It was actually really scary. The helpless boy, probably around 7-8 years, said while standing outside the car "Mom, this realm is noisy". It took me some seconds to realize what he had just said and then he said "that is not the sound of wind" and he explained how he could constantly hear the sound of another person blowing air. I started imagining how it would be like if an internal, scary sound of something else blowing air was in my head forever and at the same time being taken away. Suddenly I was conscious, in sleep paralysis, and those thoughts kept on coming, and I didn't manage to do anything about it. At the same time I felt some sort of pressure or cramp-like thing on the right side of my chest, to the left of my right shoulder. Then all of my fingers on both hands started shaking up and down, kind of like they do when you're typing on the keyboard, uncontrollably in an insane way. I managed to get loose after some seconds, but it was really scary and I kept myself awake the rest of the night, reading Donald Duck. After a couple of minutes I felt that I got a cold, and I'm staying home today because of that. Dang.

søndag 17. januar 2010

LOTR dream + SP dream and dad and what?

Once again I was playing a Lord of the rings game, this time it was Battle for Middle Earth II. I have no distant idea why I keep having these dreams. Anyway, I was playing versus a Mordor enemy, probably in hard mode, and I was just doing decently, I was building my own army quite passively, not desperately. Later, a big part of my castle was pretty much covered with Gondor soldiers, but Mordor was really strong and destroyed everything in their way up to my castle. They were also very many times bigger than my army. Woo! So then, as usual, a transition came, and I wasn't dreaming about the game anymore, but I was myself inside the castle, scared to death because we were so doomed. I tried to find hundreds of excuses not to fight, but I think it was my dad who was in charge, and decided that everyone had to fight. I remember looking for places to hide, and I even thought of hiding under my bed mattress the whole war, but didn't do it. Eventually, I was standing along with many others in the back of the castle on a balcony sort of, the farthest away from the enemy I could get. I noticed I didn't have any thing to fight with either, but this problem usually gets solved during all of these LOTR dreams. Other than nervous thinking, nothing happened until the next part of the dream. Now I had a lot more confidence, and I was riding a horse inside the castle and slaying orcs with my sword, just like in the game Mount&Blade. That was EASY. I cleared the area, and scouted for more and it really went my way. I remember riding further down the street, and I met someone I knew, maybe it was my dad, or maybe a friend, I don't remember, but the point was that I was doing my job. I saw more orc-like people come into the area, but discovered that they were people of our own that had dressed like orcs, several of them in fact, like some attempt to gain advantage. I think that's all I can remember.

In the next dream I remember, I had sleep paralysis. I'm pretty sure it was just in the dream. Anyway, again my dad was there, but he was very unlike my dad and I don't know why it was him. He explained to me some techniques I could use to navigate the movements during the hover in SP. If I folded my hands and held them over my chest, I would tilt one direction, and if I folded them and held them over my abdomen I would tilt the other way. (He used the norwegian word for it, "buk", which I wasn't sure where was. He explained to me that it is just below my stomach, however it seems to be exactly where the stomach is now that I use the internet. I can't remember anymore from that.

The next or previous dream was on a stage nearby. I was playing drums with a band and many people were watching. Things weren't going exactly as planned, and the first thing I noticed after a lot of retries was that the drums made really stupid sounds, as if loosened completely. Most of us took it with humor, and the dream transitioned a bit more. Then I was using feathers instead of drumsticks and they had NO effect. I was hitting the hi-hat and snare and no sound was made. It was so stupid to sit there having no effect that I eventually didn't care what I played, no sound came anyway. As it went on a little bit more, one of the awesome music teachers from one year ago stepped forward and cancelled the whole thing, saying "NO. Just stop playing." or something.


I'll write down a dream I had several nights ago.
Me and my 2 best friends (a guy and a girl that is) were together by the big local water in this town. We were on the other side of the water, the opposite side of where the "beach" is. For some unknown and appropriate reason that doesn't make sense, we were gonna take a bath.. naked. I do NOT wish to do that, it's just my dreams that make up weird scenarios. So it was a bit weird in the dream being naked and all, and I did not see the two others naked, I just know they were. So nothing happened until we were by the road next to the water, yes yes fully dressed as if nothing had happened. We decided to take a walk, but to make it all more interesting, we decided to tie some of my body parts together with a rope or something, just for the laugh, and it made sense in the dream, I dunno why..! So we walked on and the dream forgot about the rope thing, and soon we were by a school (The school where I went when I was a little kid, about 10 years ago). But something was wrong, like a glitch in a dream with the girl. So I put her in spectator mode and then let her join the game again (just that it wasn't a game). That usually solves problems, kind of like restarting a machine. Then I was suddenly sliding down some slide and I couldn't stop laughing. The next part of the dream was very unclear but it changed, and I can't remember anything from it really.

lørdag 9. januar 2010

Tsunami + random kids singing at door

This dream too seemed to work in a mixture between my conscious imagination and a typical dream. I was in a city, something like New York, and a tsunami was gonna rush over the whole world or.. over New York. What I mean by conscious imagination is that I can remember imagining a wave engulf all the high buildings and skyscrapers, in fact the buildings all exploded and shattered as the wave hit them, and it faded into a dream where I didn't imagine it consciously anymore and it took control itself, to put it that way. I was thinking stuff like "my god, how can this really happen rararara" as the wave just destroyed everything in its way. Next part of the dream, I was... on the back of some car? Super unclear, but it was all about escaping of course, which I think we might have managed.

Next dream was at home, in my room, and I heard the door bell. My dad said it was someone at the door for me, and apparently it was back at before christmas. Here it happened again, the dream paused and I started thinking instead. I could see it was someone from my class who I'd never expect to give me a christmas present but that's what the dream told me. I thought that would be kinda embarassing, so instead she started singing some song, probably about my kindness or something...! But I was still thinking it up in a way, hard to describe, and I thought up another person from the class singing together with her so that it didn't seem so personal, and thereby more appropriate. I was still upstairs in a way, it was like being both places at once, because of the mixture of thinking and dreaming. Weird. So I went downstairs and it kind of started over, but this time there were lots of small kids singing instead. I told em afterwards "aaa that was good, really nice of you bla bla bla", and it happened AGAIN. I remember thinking the situation over and I planned lots of things that would be appropriate to say before I got to the door in some weird way. The dream changed them from being small kids to a bit more grown kids to smaller kids again. They were at least 14 kids or something, and was sitting outside after singing. Some of them wanted some water to drink, and I had to start counting how many kids wanted water. This was hard, so I asked if everyone wanted water, but nope, so instead I went outside in my bare socks and went past the corner of our house and turned on the outside sink or whatever it's called. That way, all the kids who wanted water could drink from that. Great!

fredag 8. januar 2010

Looooong dream + semi indifferent lucidity

Last night I had a dream and I'm almost sure it lasted an hour at least, but it might just feel like that. Don't know where to begin because I can't remember quite how it started. Anyway, the earliest thing I can recall at the moment is being inside some public place, and following my friends. I stayed a tiny bit in a room to fix something, and they went on, and I had to ask someone for the way afterwards. We were supposed to watch some concert together with loads of other people our age, or something like that, and I went outside andthen I went in another door and found seats as far as I can remember. The next thing I can remember is being outside with my friend and somehow at the same time chatting on MSN with another friend. In that conversation something funny was said and I think I can recall the feeling of being impressed at my dream for making up jokes I haven't heard and stuff WHILE being in the dream. Of course I couldn't remember what it was when I woke later up, properly. But might that be some kind of like... semi lucidity? It has happened before I think. From that point in the dream the next thing I remember is a football pitch where we played football, and it gives a deja vu or some connection to another football dream I had a longer time ago.. might be I'm mistaken and actually didn't dream all that this night, but it certainly gives me the feeling. Next thing I remember was being in a line, a bit restless, and I saw someone I know and had a quick chat. The line was either for coming into a cinema again, OR it had a connection with the next part of the dream. We went in another door as audience, and were told to find seats and sit down. It was a hot room in contrast to the winter outside, and under all the seats was a burning flame, under controlled circumstances of course. The seats had holes in them too, so yeah... finally some warmth. The room wasn't really big and it seemed to be more of a seminar where a few people would talk about something OR it was some entertainment thing. Anyway the place we were at had a lotta people in the audience and the football match and whatever was going on wherever we were.

The next thing doesn't make sense at all. The dream changed and I was in some kind of 3D game with a couple of older cool or slightly hardcore people. It was almost like being in a Mario 3D game. It was outside in some huge park I think, with a nice river, a bridge and some towers as far as I can remember. Next thing, we're flying on broomsticks and there was some kind of team play, I can't recall exactly what it was. Anyway, as we were swirling about a big tower, a witch came on her broomstick and laughed witchily and pointed at us, I THINK. At this point, still in what I call semi indifferent lucidity which means that I might be making and imagining things quite consciously but I'm still tricked to dream about them without realizing completely what's goin on, I gained slightly more lucidity. The silly witch was weird, and the dream changed to a small dream. I was on the attic in our own house, very undetailed dreamscape, and there was someone else, probably my dad or maybe someone else. I started to realize I had control and was making up this dream, so as a test I said to myself "I will stop dreaming now" or "I will wake up now" and a few seconds after I said it, it actually faded to black and I opened my eyes. Nice!