I probably dreamt even more than this, but I can clearly remember a dream where one of my friends were playing drums on a concert. It was old Opeth songs (and he has nothing to do with Opeth haha, but... I do) and he wasn't usually playing drums. It was all taking place in the church too. I was the one helping or instructing him, sort of. I stood or sat somewhere infront of the drum kit and pointed at cymbals and was amazed by his good job!
Great! Now I remember the other dreams too.
Me and... many, many other people were in a house or a factory or something. We were under the power of some evil or bad guy, and he threatened to... something bad if... we didn't clean his toilets. He had like hundreds of toilets, and every once in a while, while we were working with something else probably, he rang a bell or gave a signal that we had to wash his toilets. Everyone ran around in panic trying to find a toilet to wash, because if you didn't, you'd get punished. Later in the dream, me and another guy who seemed very hardcore got a task. We were gonna make some kind of cake or something. Seriously, here's what we had to do. We went downstairs with lots of ingredients. The ingredients seemed to consist of big lumps or chunks, or whatever it was, of something weird. We went into the bathroom, and the hardcore guy who was screaming all the time because he felt he had an important job to do, ripped off small bits of the weird lumps and threw them into the toilet. It seemed to make sense in some distant way... I don't remember what happened after he had put all the ingredients from the weird stuff I can't remember what really was, into the toilet, which would eventually make a cake.
Later in that dream, I was walking around in the streets, probably with some friends, but that feeling of being under the pressure of that dark master with his toilets was still there. I actually think I woke up a few times after the first dream, had that feeling, and went back to sleep and continued the dream in another way. The rest is very unclear, but I think part of it took place in some factory or business where I took control myself. Too unclear. Was fun though!
søndag 22. november 2009
lørdag 21. november 2009
Dreams + SP + weird bunny apocalypse.
The first part of this morning I dreamt that I was on some sort of concert. It seemed kinda unserious for quite a while. Lots of people I know was there, and such. After some unclear stuff, I remember a boy with a big piano, (a little boy, and he wasn't on the stage. He was below, facing the stage) and he was extremely, extremely good, playing perfectly, and took big octaves with his small hands. I don't remember much more of that dream, but it might have been a part of another dream, where we also started out in a concert hall. It was like a school where we lived at, or something like that. There was some competition or show, and I can remember that me and another guy (older than me, but can't remember who.. probably no one I knew) were standing on some first stage thing in the air in a huge room. We were gonna jump up a long way to another stage thing. It was like a floor floating in air, and we were competing with someone else. We seemed to be able to jump a lot higher than usual, several meters. That went fine for a long time, until the last stage. It was ridiculously high up, and we could just touch it with our fingertips on our highest jump, and no one else made it either. But then the guy I was working with, took some blue thing out of his pocket. I recognized it, it was something I had seen before, but I really haven't. If you stepped on it, and jumped, you would jump extremely high. We kinda just did it for jokes, cause we weren't supposed to make that jump. So I had to stand on his feet, while he jumped, and we flew up to the ceiling before we fell down, landing on the last and final stage. It was really just for jokes, but we won the competition and a lot, and I told people afterwards that we had used that thing, which they seemed aware of, but it was all just... funny, in a way.
Later, I remember that I was suddenly standing somewhere about in the middle of the distance between my house and the school. I had no backpack or anything (other than clothes..) so I thought I had walked home from school without bringing any of my stuff home. But after some more thinking, I realised that I had sleep walked there, and spent some time being amazed how far I had sleep walked (I never sleep walk), and then after some more I realized that I just had to wake up. So I woke up, and sat up. But something felt wrong, so I turned on the bedlight next to me, but it wouldn't turn on, just in some distant, strange way. Then I realized again that this couldn't be real, and it was hard to make myself actually wake up, but when I did (suddenly waking up lying down) I knew I was awake.
Some time after I got to that point again, where I could tell before it happened that I would get sleep paralysis. People say that's impossible, but I changed position and stared at my chair in the room. It very often seems to be when I wish for something, or think in a certain way that I get sleep paralysis. The first time was some weird illusion though. My eyes was open all the time, and it must have been some sort of dream, cause I saw through the room, and at the same time it felt like I slid down from the bed and while looking up against the ceiling, I slid all the way over the room to my door, and opened it (while lying on my back, which isn't done in 1 second, and I can't even open doors if I'm not actually doing it). The vision was blended with the two things. I could see both at once with my eyes. Looking towards the chair or whatever, and sliding across the room. It didn't feel like anything else than a dream either.
I think I had another sleep paralysis afterwards, where I span around and around (like a rolling motion), but this might have been part of the first one, I'm not sure.
Not too long after, I got sleep paralysis again, the third(?) and last time and I knew it. I tried to do what I've always wanted to do in sleep paralysis. I felt the table next to me with my hand, and tried to recognize things. Some things were like my real table, but it seemed all to be something that I made up. The table had a hole in one of its legs. In real, that hole is on the other leg. I also felt the book on my table. But it was a huge pile of books, and with loose papers on top. When I got out of sleep paralysis afterwards, the book pile (which I already knew was there, it always is) was a lot smaller, and definitely no loose papers on top.
Later, had another dream. I was on our balcony, and it was like a big, huge rabbit (godlike) told me to write with a black painting brush thing, on the balcony floor, that the world was going to end in 3 hours (yeah, Donnie Darko huh? :D). I spent some time doing that, and I also took the time to draw a nice rabbit next to the words. I told my parents, and in a weird transition of the dream, they were eating breakfast on the balcony, sort of. I thought this was really illogical, and didn't quite understand that transition in the dream. But I told em what was gonna happen again ( I might have had a similar dream before) and to read what was written (it was as if either me or the rabbit had written it) on the balcony floor. I also asked my mom when the laundry was done washing or whatever it's called, because I needed the laundry machine thing in the process of saving the world. I had to do something with the moonlight and some weird thing I don't remember. I don't remember much more of that dream.
Later, I remember that I was suddenly standing somewhere about in the middle of the distance between my house and the school. I had no backpack or anything (other than clothes..) so I thought I had walked home from school without bringing any of my stuff home. But after some more thinking, I realised that I had sleep walked there, and spent some time being amazed how far I had sleep walked (I never sleep walk), and then after some more I realized that I just had to wake up. So I woke up, and sat up. But something felt wrong, so I turned on the bedlight next to me, but it wouldn't turn on, just in some distant, strange way. Then I realized again that this couldn't be real, and it was hard to make myself actually wake up, but when I did (suddenly waking up lying down) I knew I was awake.
Some time after I got to that point again, where I could tell before it happened that I would get sleep paralysis. People say that's impossible, but I changed position and stared at my chair in the room. It very often seems to be when I wish for something, or think in a certain way that I get sleep paralysis. The first time was some weird illusion though. My eyes was open all the time, and it must have been some sort of dream, cause I saw through the room, and at the same time it felt like I slid down from the bed and while looking up against the ceiling, I slid all the way over the room to my door, and opened it (while lying on my back, which isn't done in 1 second, and I can't even open doors if I'm not actually doing it). The vision was blended with the two things. I could see both at once with my eyes. Looking towards the chair or whatever, and sliding across the room. It didn't feel like anything else than a dream either.
I think I had another sleep paralysis afterwards, where I span around and around (like a rolling motion), but this might have been part of the first one, I'm not sure.
Not too long after, I got sleep paralysis again, the third(?) and last time and I knew it. I tried to do what I've always wanted to do in sleep paralysis. I felt the table next to me with my hand, and tried to recognize things. Some things were like my real table, but it seemed all to be something that I made up. The table had a hole in one of its legs. In real, that hole is on the other leg. I also felt the book on my table. But it was a huge pile of books, and with loose papers on top. When I got out of sleep paralysis afterwards, the book pile (which I already knew was there, it always is) was a lot smaller, and definitely no loose papers on top.
Later, had another dream. I was on our balcony, and it was like a big, huge rabbit (godlike) told me to write with a black painting brush thing, on the balcony floor, that the world was going to end in 3 hours (yeah, Donnie Darko huh? :D). I spent some time doing that, and I also took the time to draw a nice rabbit next to the words. I told my parents, and in a weird transition of the dream, they were eating breakfast on the balcony, sort of. I thought this was really illogical, and didn't quite understand that transition in the dream. But I told em what was gonna happen again ( I might have had a similar dream before) and to read what was written (it was as if either me or the rabbit had written it) on the balcony floor. I also asked my mom when the laundry was done washing or whatever it's called, because I needed the laundry machine thing in the process of saving the world. I had to do something with the moonlight and some weird thing I don't remember. I don't remember much more of that dream.
lørdag 14. november 2009
Another LOTR game scene
Always Lord of the rings huh!
So this time I think I was Legolas or Aragorn.. maybe I started out with Legolas. For some reason I was some kind of enemy (like I had done something wrong) to the fellowship and I was walking on my own some rooms away, in the mines of Moria, probably (I think I was first at my grandma's house and was gonna hide like that, but then it switched to Moria). There were some dark spots around in the corners, where there was no light. So I thought I could do like Fisher on Splinter Cell, and jump up to the ceiling and stand up between the walls in a corner and wait there. It was in a small hallway sort of. As expected a really really big mass of orcs or uruks came from the room which was below the stairs. I can remember dropping down from the roof at some time (in one of the big halls), in the middle of the huge crowd of maybe a thousand orcs, and fighting them. I could shoot fireballs and I could also seem to press some buttons like in a game so that he could shoot some special arrow and such. It was a mixture of a game and real. Eventually, the rest of the fellowship came, and we easily fought the orcs for actually a very long time. I might have been Aragorn at some point too, cause I can remember running around and finding weird misshaped swords, and carrying 3 at once as a new crowd of orcs came in. I tried to hand one of them to a guy in my class, what did he do there anyway? I can't remember the ending, but it was mainly just fighting and winning. The fellowship wasn't angry after that either. Woo!
Had another dream too, and I think it was just something about Mario, but I can't remember it clearly.
So this time I think I was Legolas or Aragorn.. maybe I started out with Legolas. For some reason I was some kind of enemy (like I had done something wrong) to the fellowship and I was walking on my own some rooms away, in the mines of Moria, probably (I think I was first at my grandma's house and was gonna hide like that, but then it switched to Moria). There were some dark spots around in the corners, where there was no light. So I thought I could do like Fisher on Splinter Cell, and jump up to the ceiling and stand up between the walls in a corner and wait there. It was in a small hallway sort of. As expected a really really big mass of orcs or uruks came from the room which was below the stairs. I can remember dropping down from the roof at some time (in one of the big halls), in the middle of the huge crowd of maybe a thousand orcs, and fighting them. I could shoot fireballs and I could also seem to press some buttons like in a game so that he could shoot some special arrow and such. It was a mixture of a game and real. Eventually, the rest of the fellowship came, and we easily fought the orcs for actually a very long time. I might have been Aragorn at some point too, cause I can remember running around and finding weird misshaped swords, and carrying 3 at once as a new crowd of orcs came in. I tried to hand one of them to a guy in my class, what did he do there anyway? I can't remember the ending, but it was mainly just fighting and winning. The fellowship wasn't angry after that either. Woo!
Had another dream too, and I think it was just something about Mario, but I can't remember it clearly.
lørdag 7. november 2009
Weird killer + another killer
In the first dream, I was kind of in my school. I'm not sure what we were doing there, and I can't remember for sure who was with me, but I think it was... a man. Someone! It's unclear, but I think there might have been pictures, and lots of crowds for some event. Next thing in the dream, there was some killer there.. don't remember his look, but he was a man anyway. Me and the other person ran out the door (there are two exits, and we ran through the one to the left), and we ran down past some houses a long way. Of course, the killer was after us. We ran into someone's garden, and behind some fence-like thing close to the house. We then found a place where we could see the road, behind the corner of the house. We could see the killer walking to different places looking for us, and then the only place he hadn't looked, seemed to be where we were. We had a plan though. When the killer entered in behind the fence, we stood ready behind the corner with coconuts. We had one coconut each and we were gonna throw them at him. And we did. They obviously seemed to have an effect, more or less. And after we had thrown them at him, I think I either hit him or pushed him. We ran to the road again, and suddenly the person was Henrik, my friend, as if it was him all the time, and I can't remember anything futher from that scene. We had both figured out it was a dream though, and we went back to the school. I told people me and Henrik had had the same dream, and met each other and bla bla bla, but in HIS dream, he had run out the right exit door instead of the left, and done some different things. Then I can't remember more from that dream.
In the next dream I was in our neighbor's house. They weren't at home, and in some way it wasn't their house, but still in some way it was. There were two guys having a gun fight. I was observing the kitchen where one of them was. He said "We can find another way to solve this, we can talk through this." The other person seemed unnaturally frightened when they met up, because I thought he was the bad guy. I think they were both bad guys though. But the person who had been in the kitchen was a real douchebag. He didn't have his gun, but when they opened the kitchen door and met, he grabbed the gun of the other guy, in a "Come on..." like way. I thought he was gonna take it away from him and throw it away, so that neither of them had guns. BUT, what he did was: he held the other guy's gun, and forced it to point at the guy, cause he wouldn't let go, and fired and he probably died. I can't remember where he went or anything mroe than that, BUT there was more. The owner of the house (Geir) was lying on the floor next to their mantle. I thought he might have been shot, but than the dream changed and their cat was lying on the floor instead. I thought it was dead, so I ran down the stairs and called for Geir, the owner, and he came upstairs. But before or after that, I'm not sure, it seemed that the cat wasn't dead, even though it was shot in the head. It went up and walked and all, but had a bullet wound in the head. People came and took care of it though! :)
There was some more things to those dreams, but they're too hazy to recall. I can just remember how some places looked and such.
In the next dream I was in our neighbor's house. They weren't at home, and in some way it wasn't their house, but still in some way it was. There were two guys having a gun fight. I was observing the kitchen where one of them was. He said "We can find another way to solve this, we can talk through this." The other person seemed unnaturally frightened when they met up, because I thought he was the bad guy. I think they were both bad guys though. But the person who had been in the kitchen was a real douchebag. He didn't have his gun, but when they opened the kitchen door and met, he grabbed the gun of the other guy, in a "Come on..." like way. I thought he was gonna take it away from him and throw it away, so that neither of them had guns. BUT, what he did was: he held the other guy's gun, and forced it to point at the guy, cause he wouldn't let go, and fired and he probably died. I can't remember where he went or anything mroe than that, BUT there was more. The owner of the house (Geir) was lying on the floor next to their mantle. I thought he might have been shot, but than the dream changed and their cat was lying on the floor instead. I thought it was dead, so I ran down the stairs and called for Geir, the owner, and he came upstairs. But before or after that, I'm not sure, it seemed that the cat wasn't dead, even though it was shot in the head. It went up and walked and all, but had a bullet wound in the head. People came and took care of it though! :)
There was some more things to those dreams, but they're too hazy to recall. I can just remember how some places looked and such.
onsdag 4. november 2009
Another sp dream
I had some dreams tonight, but I don't have the energy to recall them, but I do remember dreaming that I had sleep paralysis (must have been a dream), and then falling to the floor. It would be impossible to really fall down from the bed, cause there's a table near my upper body. After I had fallen down to the floor, I did like many other times when I've had these dreams, and tried to touch as much as possible and "prove" AP to myself. I got up, and touched all the books on my table (they weren't that many, nor set up like that when I woke up later), I pulled the curtains, even turned on my computer and then I can't remember more. I just notice that I have many dreams about astral projection, but none of them happened, no details other than those that I specifically focused on, like those books.
søndag 1. november 2009
AoE, running and SP
Had a lot of dreams this morning. Just hope I can remember them.
One of them was about me and my friend playing Age of Empires with a mixture of Battlefield, with a mixture of real life. We played against each other, and I made some things like in Age of Empires in my base, like workers, buildings, and in the end I built 2 airports. One of them seemed to make cars instead of planes, and that was slightly annoying. The other airport made planes, but... I don't know, honestly, why the plane was a red scissor. It was a red scissor like we have downstairs. In my dream it made perfect sense though, and it was my plane. My friend came over to my base, but then it was more like real life. He had a really silly superhero suit, and a big lid as a shield, and I looked at my table behind me for things to throw at him. I never really intended to hurt him though, I think, but I threw some knives carelessly and maybe a scissor. I either missed, or it didn't have any effect. Else I can just remember some thoughts I had, like.. It was totally unnecessary to build barracks (soldiers, not presidents), cause we could just attack with planes anyway.
Had sleep paralysis at some point after that, but was really uncomfy because of some cramp-like thing that can occur in my back. It's kinda hard to explain, but I'll just write it down. It's something I can make happen myself, and I discovered it when I was a little kid. Basically, if I just relax totally and concentrate on it, I can make the cramp thing come. At first I feel this weird, round itch in the back-muscles. Then if I let it come further, my back will twitch and it feels really weird. It never happens unless I want it to. BUT, in sleep paralysis, sometimes this happens. Since I almost can't move at all, the cramp-thing sometimes comes in my back, and it's hard to get rid of it. And I can't concentrate on sleep paralysis when I have to rid the cramp-thing at the same time. So, I just have to get loose of sleep paralysis. That's what happened today, and some other days.
In the next dream, I was running around in this town. I ran past many places that don't belong here, or don't belong at that place etc. I also ran past my music teacher at school several times, for some reason. After running for a while, I found my family and maybe some more eating ice cream at a table at a very illogical place. There's usually traffic around there, and it looked very different, but I knew where it was. So we sat down and shared ice cream, and my mom said "wow, this is a very family-moment, where we share all the ice cream in the box so accurately" (she didn't say exactly that, but that's about what she meant. She meant that since she and dad got the same amount of ice cream as us, this was a very dinner-like meal. The rest of the dream went to thinking about what I was gonna do next. Either wait for them to eat up, and then join them home probably, OR I could finish my run like I was supposed to and run home instead. The end!
Later, I had sleep paralysis again, and this time for real, with no cramp-thing. I dreamt while I was awake that I was listening to music on my mp3 player (Opeth - Deliverance, to be precise) and had sleep paralysis at the same time. The buzzing noise came, and overdubbed the music completely. After I had let the noise go all the way up, I could feel that I could move my arm. This time I thought "let's try to prove this to myself". So I moved my arm over to the bed lamp next to me. I could feel the switch and the wire and all that. I clicked it up, and down, and so on, but no lights came on, naturally. I think it's weird that I felt the switch and moved it if I can't affect anything in my astral body! While holding my hand at the switch, I tactically opened my eyes to get back to the real, and noticed my hand was under my blanket in a normal position. I don't realize the transition! At one moment I'm holding the wire next to me, and when I open my eyes, the same arm is lying down.
One of them was about me and my friend playing Age of Empires with a mixture of Battlefield, with a mixture of real life. We played against each other, and I made some things like in Age of Empires in my base, like workers, buildings, and in the end I built 2 airports. One of them seemed to make cars instead of planes, and that was slightly annoying. The other airport made planes, but... I don't know, honestly, why the plane was a red scissor. It was a red scissor like we have downstairs. In my dream it made perfect sense though, and it was my plane. My friend came over to my base, but then it was more like real life. He had a really silly superhero suit, and a big lid as a shield, and I looked at my table behind me for things to throw at him. I never really intended to hurt him though, I think, but I threw some knives carelessly and maybe a scissor. I either missed, or it didn't have any effect. Else I can just remember some thoughts I had, like.. It was totally unnecessary to build barracks (soldiers, not presidents), cause we could just attack with planes anyway.
Had sleep paralysis at some point after that, but was really uncomfy because of some cramp-like thing that can occur in my back. It's kinda hard to explain, but I'll just write it down. It's something I can make happen myself, and I discovered it when I was a little kid. Basically, if I just relax totally and concentrate on it, I can make the cramp thing come. At first I feel this weird, round itch in the back-muscles. Then if I let it come further, my back will twitch and it feels really weird. It never happens unless I want it to. BUT, in sleep paralysis, sometimes this happens. Since I almost can't move at all, the cramp-thing sometimes comes in my back, and it's hard to get rid of it. And I can't concentrate on sleep paralysis when I have to rid the cramp-thing at the same time. So, I just have to get loose of sleep paralysis. That's what happened today, and some other days.
In the next dream, I was running around in this town. I ran past many places that don't belong here, or don't belong at that place etc. I also ran past my music teacher at school several times, for some reason. After running for a while, I found my family and maybe some more eating ice cream at a table at a very illogical place. There's usually traffic around there, and it looked very different, but I knew where it was. So we sat down and shared ice cream, and my mom said "wow, this is a very family-moment, where we share all the ice cream in the box so accurately" (she didn't say exactly that, but that's about what she meant. She meant that since she and dad got the same amount of ice cream as us, this was a very dinner-like meal. The rest of the dream went to thinking about what I was gonna do next. Either wait for them to eat up, and then join them home probably, OR I could finish my run like I was supposed to and run home instead. The end!
Later, I had sleep paralysis again, and this time for real, with no cramp-thing. I dreamt while I was awake that I was listening to music on my mp3 player (Opeth - Deliverance, to be precise) and had sleep paralysis at the same time. The buzzing noise came, and overdubbed the music completely. After I had let the noise go all the way up, I could feel that I could move my arm. This time I thought "let's try to prove this to myself". So I moved my arm over to the bed lamp next to me. I could feel the switch and the wire and all that. I clicked it up, and down, and so on, but no lights came on, naturally. I think it's weird that I felt the switch and moved it if I can't affect anything in my astral body! While holding my hand at the switch, I tactically opened my eyes to get back to the real, and noticed my hand was under my blanket in a normal position. I don't realize the transition! At one moment I'm holding the wire next to me, and when I open my eyes, the same arm is lying down.
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