søndag 1. november 2009

AoE, running and SP

Had a lot of dreams this morning. Just hope I can remember them.
One of them was about me and my friend playing Age of Empires with a mixture of Battlefield, with a mixture of real life. We played against each other, and I made some things like in Age of Empires in my base, like workers, buildings, and in the end I built 2 airports. One of them seemed to make cars instead of planes, and that was slightly annoying. The other airport made planes, but... I don't know, honestly, why the plane was a red scissor. It was a red scissor like we have downstairs. In my dream it made perfect sense though, and it was my plane. My friend came over to my base, but then it was more like real life. He had a really silly superhero suit, and a big lid as a shield, and I looked at my table behind me for things to throw at him. I never really intended to hurt him though, I think, but I threw some knives carelessly and maybe a scissor. I either missed, or it didn't have any effect. Else I can just remember some thoughts I had, like.. It was totally unnecessary to build barracks (soldiers, not presidents), cause we could just attack with planes anyway.

Had sleep paralysis at some point after that, but was really uncomfy because of some cramp-like thing that can occur in my back. It's kinda hard to explain, but I'll just write it down. It's something I can make happen myself, and I discovered it when I was a little kid. Basically, if I just relax totally and concentrate on it, I can make the cramp thing come. At first I feel this weird, round itch in the back-muscles. Then if I let it come further, my back will twitch and it feels really weird. It never happens unless I want it to. BUT, in sleep paralysis, sometimes this happens. Since I almost can't move at all, the cramp-thing sometimes comes in my back, and it's hard to get rid of it. And I can't concentrate on sleep paralysis when I have to rid the cramp-thing at the same time. So, I just have to get loose of sleep paralysis. That's what happened today, and some other days.

In the next dream, I was running around in this town. I ran past many places that don't belong here, or don't belong at that place etc. I also ran past my music teacher at school several times, for some reason. After running for a while, I found my family and maybe some more eating ice cream at a table at a very illogical place. There's usually traffic around there, and it looked very different, but I knew where it was. So we sat down and shared ice cream, and my mom said "wow, this is a very family-moment, where we share all the ice cream in the box so accurately" (she didn't say exactly that, but that's about what she meant. She meant that since she and dad got the same amount of ice cream as us, this was a very dinner-like meal. The rest of the dream went to thinking about what I was gonna do next. Either wait for them to eat up, and then join them home probably, OR I could finish my run like I was supposed to and run home instead. The end!

Later, I had sleep paralysis again, and this time for real, with no cramp-thing. I dreamt while I was awake that I was listening to music on my mp3 player (Opeth - Deliverance, to be precise) and had sleep paralysis at the same time. The buzzing noise came, and overdubbed the music completely. After I had let the noise go all the way up, I could feel that I could move my arm. This time I thought "let's try to prove this to myself". So I moved my arm over to the bed lamp next to me. I could feel the switch and the wire and all that. I clicked it up, and down, and so on, but no lights came on, naturally. I think it's weird that I felt the switch and moved it if I can't affect anything in my astral body! While holding my hand at the switch, I tactically opened my eyes to get back to the real, and noticed my hand was under my blanket in a normal position. I don't realize the transition! At one moment I'm holding the wire next to me, and when I open my eyes, the same arm is lying down.

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